I hate Cedar City Weather

Yesterday, it was sunny and beautiful, i was wearing shorts and flip flops.. WHAT HAPPENED!!???!!?!?!?!?

Mis-Cast Vaudeville

This is the variety night i'm directing! it goes up this Thursday, gonna be great!!!!

BE THERE!!!!

Best salad EVER!

So, i went to a cast party today, and ate this amazing salad! Here's the gist of it. Spinach, strawberries, mandarin oranges, almonds, feta cheese, poppyseed and this UBER AMAZING SECRET dressing.... Of which i was able to coax the ingredients out of the mother that made it! But i'm not going to post those ingredients... why? Well, A- i dont think anyone really cares. B-i dont know if people ACTUALLY ever read my blog. and C-then i can have an uber amazing wonderful party food that no one can make. : )

Night all!!!

Almpst 21 baby!!!

Nude sleep is the best sleep

Alright, now I know some people find it kinda weird. "Oh, I'm not going to sleep nude with ma, BUSINESS all hanging out like that!" PSHA! I say Whatev. When you sleep naked, you have nothing but your own body weight to constrict anything.... well, you know. This is best practiced when you have really nice sheets.

The best is when someone sees my bed for the first time. Usually they run their hands across the sheets, and exclaim, "wow, your sheets are so soft!" Then they proceed to climb up onto my bed, placing their face on the cloud-like surface, moving their face back and forth.

This is usually followed by this statement, "You know, i totally sleep naked in that bed, like, ALL the time."

HAPPY DAY EVERYBODY!

Hmmm, Well i'm currently chilling in the library. I should be Studying Our Town lines..... but i guess i'll save that venture for a little later!

Macbeth opened last week! The show really has turned out great! Wendy did a fantastic job with the costumne design, and michael's set is just wonderful!

Mom came down and spent the weekend with me, that was just too fun! She met my boyfriend, we went shopping and just had a blast. I love her. I was sad that she had to go back to Cedar Fort, but i'll see her again soon. ; )

High School Shakespeare Competition is coming up this weekend, so SUU is going to be flooded with High School Drama Students... Perfect! I think it will be pretty fun!

Classes are going pretty well, trying to keep my grades up so as to keep/get a better academic scholarship in the future, so i guess we'll see how that goes.

Brian and i went and saw the new FAME movie the other night! oh, it was jsut wonderful! Such a great show, and such a great movie!

Ballet is kicking my but. The Swan Lake variation we're doing in Dance Rep is just the greatest thing ever. i basically get a private lesson from Paul O. every Tuesday and Thursday! It's just splendid!

Well, i'm gonna split and go clean appartments before the judges arive tomorrow~

Have a great day everybody!

Well it's been a while hasn't it?

Well lets get the catch up.

I just finished working the 2009 Summer season at USF, (Utah Shakes Fest.) and every minute was a blast. i was cast in As You Like It and in both Greenshows. All three of the different shows were such great experiences. 

Currently here at school I'm working on five different mainstage productions at the  moment. Macbeth, Our Town, Breaking Boundaries (dance), You're a Good Man Charlie Brown and Journeys Faculty Dance Concert. = Awesome.

Classes are great, just Dance and Theatre classes this semester... thank goodness...

Physically I'm doing great! Body is strong a doing well. Kinda worried about my right knee, but i'll just tend to it.

LIFE IS GREAT!

I'm currently in a relationship that keeps me going through the day. (not that my days are really ever bad anyway) He's a wonderful, talented, funny, intelligent and loving guy that just means the world to me.

I wish i had a tan, but i guess beauty wasn't made for all of us. : ) Joking of course... but really...

I finally succumb to the monster that is Twitter... but i find that i really like it. It's always nice to see what my friends are up to during any given random time of the day. : )

Well, that's it for now. Hopefully i  can make it a point to use this thing more often.

I'm so bothered

So, as of lately, I’m so worried about so many different things. Usually I don't like to talk about them, that way I don't have to really think about it, but I know I need to.

I grew up in a wonderful LDS household with two wonderful parents that love me dearly. I wouldn't change anything about my life, but I have so many dang questions. Now I’m not looking for anyone to preach LDS doctrine to me, I just want someone to hear me out and hear my though process.

Am I going to hell? (that's rhetorical, you need not answer, because neither you or I know the answer... I don't care who you are, you don't) But it's something that is constantly on my mind. If this is my, "trial" in life, what is the point of it? Why me? I would like some serious answers here, just because it seems to be such a big deal. Why can't people just live their lives as good, honest and loving people and that be good enough?

Also, just this evening a few friends and I, for some freaking reason, were discussing philosophies about the end of the world. Now I know I shouldn't dwell on it, BUT THE THOUGH OF IT SCACRES ME TO DEATH! I know without a doubt that there is a god, that the LDS church is the true church of god and that Joseph Smith was a true prophet of god. I know this with all of my heart. I believe everything about the church without a doubt... that's what scares me so bad.

I find myself making the choice not to participate in the church because I feel as if there is no place for me. Sure get the whole, "just don't act on it" thing. But honestly? To me, that is the equivalent of asking a horse to be a bird. Not gonna happen in this lifetime no matter what... it will take an act of god, which is the exact case I find myself in. Guh.. Feel my frustration?

Anywho, much love and thx for reading. Love all.